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2011-10-13T14:23:00.003+08:00

Today, the guest speaker spoke about blogging. And i recalled, its been eons since I last updated this place. Sitting in Media In China lecture now, i guess i really do miss the times we once spent in CSC when our opinions were valued more than our abilities to swallow hard facts and information and statistics. Really, whats the point?

And here comes the role of blogs in contributing to freedom of speech as the speaker said I guess.

Random drifting off, but looking at the facebook profiles of those with their other halves in Australia or UK, its a sense of admiration ba. And really really hoping everyone makes it through. Its not easy, but its not impossible(: With faith, trust and effort, walk to the very end(:

2011-09-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wish i can force you to leave. to say in your face, i dont need you here.

get lost.

go live the life you should be living, not stuck here in this place with people not meant for, and never enough for u.

2011-03-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days, Neil Gaiman

2011-03-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

日子一天一天逼近, 那份勇气, 那种坚定, 却越来越远越抓不住.

到底该如何做到潇洒放手或是坚信不移?

怎样的肯定才算是永远. 怎样的结局叫做完美. 怎样的完美才叫幸福.

2011-02-18T23:28:00.001+08:00

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

永远的承诺是你赐给的
只是当初任谁也不晓得
爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着
有些裂痕你无法去却只能舍得

2011-02-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

havent posted in a billion years.

life out of sch! hmm. different!

working at maybank contact centre for now. glad for the ppl there i guess.

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. ~Author Unknown

2011-01-24T00:47:00.003+08:00

换一种方式咖啡还温热
我用雾气在镜面手写着爱你呢
床上音乐盒依旧旋转着
但你却不再为我唱歌说我是你的

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

初恋的颜色我们都记得
像家乡那条小河透明得很清澈
你曾为我折一千个纸鹤
如今却连一个拥抱你我都尴尬着

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

永远的承诺是你赐给的
只是当初任谁也不晓得
爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着
有些裂痕你无法去却只能舍得

对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
爱的恨的做了选择我们就到这
就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻

其他的（才能够褪色）
就此放手微笑得带过
就此放手微笑得带过

2010-12-17T01:45:00.001+08:00

as i saw on someone's blog:

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

hmms~

2010-10-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

happy children's day peeps!

till the end of As, JIAYOUUUUU:D

2010-08-31T23:38:00.001+08:00

wish i will magically recover:(

2010-08-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

陪你等天亮(許慧欣V.S.潘瑋儀)
作詞：徐世珍　
作曲：陳界維　
合唱：許慧欣/潘瑋儀

眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
抚摸我的头
你说我很怕
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻（其实我也很傻）
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
我们都是这样（都是这样）
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞（跌跌撞撞）
可是不要怕有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
无论故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你才看见（看见）
我早已经学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢地飞
然后分享那种喜悦（那种喜悦）
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有你在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你（这一路上有你）
我变得坚强

累的时候回头一望
难过的时候有我在身旁 (:

2010-08-06T23:21:00.001+08:00

was supposed to do lunwen but DID NOT.

2010-08-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

ndp:D:D:D high dao!
amk movie
badminton

and the epicness of
fate: MATH. <3

2010-08-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

tireddddd:(
long weekend doesnt seem too long now:(

boo bah sleeps:D

2010-08-02T23:28:00.001+08:00

positivepositivepositive!

its not all that easy really.

but JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU:D

2010-08-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

how little things make a big difference(:

taiwan/hongkong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

im sleepy.
shall go sleep soon.

words out before they even go through my brains.
wonders how long things can last sometimes.

prelimsssssssssss ahhhhhhhhhh.
jiayou mug!:D

in a few minutes, happy 7th.

2010-07-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

突然好想你

2010-07-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

effort. concern.
>1000.

2010-07-15T23:38:00.001+08:00

accendo.
dedication.
nyjf.
xyxy.

happy 4th anniversary <3

2010-07-14T22:59:00.001+08:00

amk hub
triple tap
(:

2010-07-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

shooting stars. aw so romantic lol dude(my godbro)! haha:D
updatesupdatesupdates:D

staying up for finals was. challenging.
esp the day called monday aka school:P

-(:
xDxD

2010-07-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

feels the stressss coming gahhhhhh.
mugggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

2010-07-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

thankyouuuuuuuuus...

jasmine for the momento box<33
cynthia for the pooh, monkeys <33
yongboon for the royce chocs xDDDDDDDD
hanyong for the shirt & notebook xDDDDDDDD
nicole, mao, hsiu for the monopoly, :D:D, fun and surprise <33333333
winnie for the homemade banoffee pie & flower plus delivery xDDDDDDDD

enjoyed myself today once again.
simple things: monopoly, talktalk abt longlonglong ago stuffs so nearly forgotten, craziness; yet so much (:

nice banoffee pie specially delivered chilled and potted sunflower(:

and aft such a long long while, movie +dinner with 3. (:

indeed,
-(: s

2010-07-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

Felicia Ee enjoyed today loads♥ ty!xD

9 minutes ago Friends Only · Comment ·

Felicia Ee is damn touched samuel wong. I miss the times when we were 8. Thank you bestie.

Tuesday at 11:59pm via Mobile Web Friends Only · Comment ·

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my eighteenth has been so imba special thanks to you you you you and you. well, prob anyone who still bothers reading this blog.

18 is different.
because i finally tried to leave time for family. not very special, but im glad i did.
because despite blocks, ppl did not forget.
because after 6 freaking years from primary school, im still saying "pri sch ppl rock" when u guys dun ever forget, no matter blocks or no blocks, busy or not, meeting up or not.
because SAMUEL WONG, my bestie from pri3 sent me an uber imba msg and made me cry.
because after 6 years of friendship, the bean was still there for me on this very special day.
because tho belated, the monkey was there with me today and loser made me cry.

and despite entering my 18th year of life,
i still miss the times in wgps.
i still miss the times when we were 8, just for bestie<3
i still miss how carefree life used to be.

yet i also feel (:,
because im still meeting imba pri sch ppl every now and then
because we 4 are still hanging out as if we are JC same class same combi same everything
because bestie still hasnt forgotten.
because bean=6th year and counting
because thats how we got where we are -(:
because life still goes on.

2010-07-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

xDxDxD
responded. wheee.

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE LIMAIKHWEE IS BAD>< i wan to sleep and not upload the vids:P

2010-07-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

whywhywhywhywhy.
wth is this. gosh.

sucks.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2010-07-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

happy wedding anniversary(:

BOREDOM KILLS.

2010-07-01T01:42:00.002+08:00

got reminded of the time when i smsed u in the middle of the night when i was :( over things with th.

find myself questioning how strong this friendship is.
duno what else to say but really, we are trying to be there for you.
gahs, jiayou bah.

and meow, thanks for that randomness:')
hth, like u said, dun tink abt it le. we'll just be thr bah.

2010-07-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

friendship.

2010-06-30T22:01:00.001+08:00

haha i must say, im still very amused over yest.
lols(:

2010-06-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

guess its normal to feel quite stuck.
but we expected this right from the start right?

dun worry too much ba.
this is sth we considered from day 1,
maybe then we din really have an ans,
but after everything these months,
we both came to our own answers didnt we?

holding on definitely isnt easy,
but we arent letting go are we?

we've tried our best to balance.
school, work, friends, family.
at least for me, i tink we really tried our best at making sure we dont lose balance of other things in life le.
the effort is there, true that we forget sometimes, but we do try to keep that balance there dont we?

dunno what else i can say but really, jiayou(:
we can do it.

-reason to smile

2010-06-29T21:51:00.003+08:00

horrid fever headache vomit faint!
feels much better now(:
tyvm all for the concern haha feels so loved:D

happy 6th(:

2010-06-26T00:08:00.001+08:00

doesnt noe what is real and what is not

2010-06-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

balance;
not that easy eh?

2010-06-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

been wanting to say this for quite a while.
thankyou you for being such a great friend(: <3 you ttm!

indeed one of the best songs for you!

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们 一个像夏天  一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAx_MsdmOBY 

thank you you for being that imba friend weee. cant wait for aft blocks!(: xD haha:D
kuishibo meow saysxD

and back to reality. csc is in HOURS. this is scary.
and feli ee is feeling feverishh:X
or maybe just tired.
boo. so i shall go slp:D
nites world!

2010-06-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

dumbdumbdumbdumbdumb
boo you

2010-06-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

am very very very very touched.
dun tink too much abt things. things will work out somehow.
we can do it de, dun wry.
smile kkay?

(:

2010-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

synergy tmr!!!!!!
hope i stay alivexD and high! and crazy!xD

cousin's wedding photos:D
http://wh-s.blogspot.com/2010/06/thomas-wedding.html

positive positive positive <3

2010-06-11T02:20:00.002+08:00

the wedding is a very special event where two people commit themselves for the rest of their lives together.

emceeing last min was scaryyyyyyyyyyyyy.
blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but kkay la had my share of fun! haha shall go slp soon(:

happy wedding(:
May your love for each other last forever

2010-06-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

positivepositivepositive!
goodcleanfun!
okokok!
-sounds so familiar:D synergy!

kkay JIAYOUSSSSSSSS feli ee.
balance, focus, work hard!
and :)!

JIAYOUs to everyoneeeeeeeeeeee x)
we'll get there!

2010-06-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

very happening days indeed.
some :) some not so :)
haix. but hopefully things are okay bah.

and yep.
thanks for letting me experience sth so beautiful.

2010-05-31T01:14:00.003+08:00

CapriccioXXV

30052010
shop
stone
sunset(:

Happiness is a Swedish sunset; it is there for all, but most of us look the other way and lose it.

2010-05-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

just dun like being the one talking all the time sometimes.
这样的对话好奇怪。
有点勉强。

gahgah.
jiayoujiayoujiayou
a little bit more!

2010-05-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

dreams.

2010-05-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

h.t.h.t indeed.(:
lessthanthree.
how amazing nature is.

coincidences.
<3

2010-05-22T23:53:00.003+08:00

永远的心动每日也令我回味　珍惜就像调味
能维系便铭记　爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你

2010-05-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

And you always ask me what I'm feeling now
I can only tell you
You make me feel alright

-Rain.

2010-05-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

toked to shenyang abt quite some things today(: both ways(:
guess its quite true bah, its all abt effort, choice and that.

"having to do a bit more...."
- (:

And thanks shenyang, for saying whatever u did for that purpose.
I will jiayou de, faith(:

2010-05-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

realised i dun post here much le.
but oh wells. somethings not too convenient to post here even tho its like hardly anyone reads anyway. but xiao xin shi de wan nian chuan:D

friendship. read sth smwhr, "i'm only concerned with how much i can trust my frens, and how much i can relate to them... the more i can trust and relate, the closer the person is to me... =)"
well quite true.
Doremi(:
93.3:D

<3

2010-05-17T22:12:00.001+08:00

crazy monday. crapping gossiping talking session (:
botakjones. slacking.
sneezes. germs boo!:P

get well soon(:

2010-05-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

Voices in flight.
Dinner.
Supper.
Stone.

Eventful busride xD 963r
Haha cheers to hc choir!

<3

2010-05-12T23:46:00.004+08:00

feels devastated over lunwen:( totalii off topic:X
tink xjf is gg to kill me
but sighs. no energy to change anything else le.
X: econs undone still too.
-screwedness:(

but still, looking forward to yet another weekend.
CSM
Voices in flight

"如果我消失不见，你在乎不在乎？"

2010-05-12T00:34:00.001+08:00

"Happiness is hard to find, but you're guaranteed to find it in a friend's smile"

tot it was a nice quote(:

balance.

2010-05-11T22:24:00.001+08:00

i am distracted.
already.

:(

2010-05-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

concentration.
distraction.
efficiency.
like.

prioritise.

2010-05-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

duno what i can say/do for u le
but hope things get better.

awaits tmr(:

2010-05-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

uber tired.
but still, thanks for today(:
paiseh for having made u run tho:P

SLEEP im coming!

2010-05-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

retardedness.
sorry for being so oblivious.
gahs haix

but yeah.
we all have to learn to handle things we dun like sometimes i guess.
jiayous.

2010-05-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

xiexieni bean(:
for whatever u wrote there.

same the other way round too!

2010-05-03T21:16:00.001+08:00

another weekend over!
lunwenlunwenlunwen!
mugmugmug!

<33333333333333333333 cousins outing:D

2010-05-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

nvr knew i din noe so many things!
cheemness of the way diff ppl handle diff things.
accepting vs agreeing(:

winston ng u are damn funny! when u read this, rmb the day when u were smsing abt being not able to ______ aft ur op!xD get well soon!

trust.
honesty.
faith.
(:

2010-04-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

should stop being overly paranoid indeed..
kinda no link but reminds me of the half filled half empty cup thingy:P
but yeah, shall ting hua and look on the brighter side of things!(:

winnie's going for op tmr! pooh bear will be using crutches aft tt:O
but yep, goodluck and get well soon winston:D

WOLSness.
<3

2010-04-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

died for math today! :( but haha wdv:D
things really got kinda weird i guess.. feels argh abt it somewhat.
hopes it gets less awkward ba.

focus.
should really start to conc on things i need to do. which is. a hell lot of things.
like lunwen. mugging. blahblahblah.

JIAYOU feli ee!

(:
happy 4th! (wdv date it reali is, who cares:)

2010-04-26T23:48:00.001+08:00

poof.
"tink i always worry too much"
knowing it is so different from being able to do it.
feels somewhat relieved nt having to avoid it alrd but still,
worried. gahs

2010-04-22T22:25:00.001+08:00

sick :(

2010-04-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

"whereas when u know
right when it happens
the shock/impact/emop/danger/worry is there"

yeah, true. idk how to help. except maybe to be there, which is probably the best i can do.
sometimes it just feels like i really dun have enough of the (: strength to last.
but i rly do marvel at some ppl who always appear at the right times to help me pull through. like penguin and his forever so zhun sms of JIAYOU. without noeing anything thats happening in my life. he nvr nvr nvr fails to appear at the moment i need that jiayou/random concern most. ---the best case of effort keeping relationships between ppl going strong.

gahs. jiayoujiayoujiayou. to you, you, you, you, me and everyone else.

today's been a tiring day.

2010-04-04T01:24:00.003+08:00

tired!
but 've been having great fun with the US buddies. hope they are too(:
had a crazy day at zoo and sentosa yesterday, and swimming + bugis today(:
tanned now! i look like i got a perma swimsuit on now:X

ju-on with jansen, ah, th was(:
though i still refuse to agree that horror is worth movie tix, really had a good time.
"its the company that matters"
and thanks for TRYing to be gentlemen by walking me home dudes! xD

friendships.
new friendships.
old, strong, lasting friendships.

thankyou you three for being such friends(:

2010-03-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

kbox today was awesome.
not really the activity actually. more of the ppl.
as always said, its the company that matters(:
its been so long since had such a really good long talk.
whatever it is, jiayou with them bah(:

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ~Phyllis Diller
(:

2010-03-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

gosh. idk what to say.
xiexieni.
and you for being so..just u(:

cant wait for kbox tmr(:

2010-03-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

MATH IS :(
gahssssss.

jiu ming ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :X

COUNTDOWN: 3 days to the end of this:D for now:(

2010-03-21T01:15:00.001+08:00

:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
dunowadtosay

2010-03-19T22:04:00.003+08:00

fingers just automatically typed the words mugmugmugmug.
2 more days but still feels so unprepared.
blehs.

went pop by huangcheng today. everyone seems so tired le; 5 more working days, and j2s with blocks. JIAYOUs ppl. cant wait for 10apr.

gahs. things seem so weird now.
可不可以回到从前。
will this survive i wonder.

2010-03-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

mugmugmugmugmug~
cant wait for huangcheng. or rather before that, end of blocks!

how long is this going to last:X

2010-03-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

tiredtiredtired.

gahs. i really dun understand this. try telling me what am i supposed to do?
sorry.

2010-03-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

went over drama centre twice today to watch nyjf.
first trip was a total waste of time, all we did was wave at black ppl backstage from the entrance whom i presume to be jasmine, minghui, xinzhuo etc ppl.
second trip went with chek aft sch. walked into LT and heard FELICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. totally. but yep, it was really nice bah. like to be back and knowing that they are all still so into nyjf.
seriously miss the times when we had cca. xunyimeng. xyxy. syf. xiaopins. etc.

today kind of made me reread the cca blog, and sm jnrs' blogs. really gandong-ed bah. esp xuanli's recent post. not even in sec 1 when we were there? but yep.
"We're the best in Singapore."
Or are we, really. <- That will be up to us to prove next year. I don't want to let Felicia and Yinkuan and Yining and other Sec4s'08 and Shimun and other Sec4s'09 and Vivian and Xinyung and all Sec4s'10 down, next year, for SYF. But I'm really, really really really, scared that yes we will. Urgh.

really gandong-ed.
IMISSNYJF!

2010-02-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

ppl are so weird:( gahs.

thankyou for being there(:

2010-02-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

ke yi de. keep faith.

2010-02-08T00:43:00.001+08:00

how dumb can i get.
im sorry for being so freaking idiotic.
swear i wun do it again man.

4 tests in 3 days. exciting week ahead><

smile and move on.

2010-02-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

tiredddddddddddddddddd.

cip was WOW.
cockroaches STREAMING and FLYING out actually dun hav to be done with computer animation. EYE-WITNESSES xD *opens the cupboard* *cockroaches stream out* *opens the box* *cockroaches stream AND fly out* EPIC. xP

xiexieni but dunwry lah. meishide. - (:

2010-02-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

huangcheng posters are out(:
cant wait!

p-cube tmr. no idea how i got in^^

LUNWEN PRIORITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

balance; (:

2010-01-31T00:55:00.000+08:00

lunwennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
xujf reply quickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

kkay im crazy.
X.X
need to slp...

2010-01-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

TGIF. :D
finally the end of the week man.

had dinner with penguin and chek last nitexD
lots of laming,
crapping and the usual fei huas.
but still, its us(: and like penguin said, 3 years of friendship. 3 years of random company and encouragements along the way. really nan2 de2. maintain ba!
so glad for the random kitkat, smses, msn, and a call once in a while. dun meet, dun tok, dun contact oso feel the support thr de pplxD

1 month of 3. xD thanks for today(: and everything else.
-(:

and weekend,
mugmugmug!

2010-01-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

(:
-reason to smile.

2010-01-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

slacking~

so many upcoming events but sadly they come with things to do though:(.. procrastination as usual xP

school's havoc, chek with her huangcheng, jas with orientation and fac comm, blahblahblah. this year is seriously going to pass so damn fast! to the extent its kinda scary, things just zoom by liddat.

wells, like u said, zhen1 xi1 bah. (:

and amidst all these crap, feliciaee has been idiotic enough to almost forget that it is hsiu chin's bdae today. but well, at least there was a card and chocs.:D so, HAPPY 18th HSIUCHIN xD! Stay HAPPY and INNOCENT ALWAYS <333333!

2010-01-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

终于。
解决了就好。至少大家都轻松一点。
做朋友也许更适合，两个人也都好受一点。

松了口气。

加油吧。yall can do it(:

2010-01-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

as chek says, its a long week ahead!
finally a day when feliciaee has completed all the homework due the next day(x
accomplishment.

lots to chiong still though! gambate!

2010-01-16T01:26:00.001+08:00

first week of school yet it feels so x.x alrd.
gambatte man ppl!

kinda amused by things.
slowness sighs.

2010-01-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

turning in circles. choices.

tired but (:.
balance, jiayouuuu mugggg feli ee!:D

2010-01-12T22:56:00.001+08:00

apt.
having a sudden feeling that things have changed faster than time passed.
kinda scary sometimes how things get so different in such a short period of time actually. duno whats going to happen bah. hope they are okay.

jiayou(:

2010-01-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

first day of school.
new math teacher.
slacking away.

sherlock holmes(:

2010-01-10T02:52:00.002+08:00

imba people.
09012010
<3.

2010-01-09T01:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: to my grandma.
<3333333333333333333

had imba lots of fun just now with cousin. my voice is dead. but wdv(:

looking forward to tomorrow<3333333333

2010-01-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

jiayouu man!
must persevere(:

mugmugmug.

2010-01-07T23:37:00.001+08:00

黑白配

太陽曬得我　眼睛睜不開　你的好脾氣　讓我心情壞不起來
下雨下得我　眼神發呆　你的道歉　聽著聽著我都快要笑出來

誰說不能黑白配　世界上沒有什麼事　能夠如此的絕對
曾經有人這樣唱過　白天它不懂夜的黑　你卻懂得我的美

有時候我會　感覺非常累　有時候也會　不知覺把你拖累
你有時會說　我們不配　只要能依偎　真的真的我什麼都無所謂

誰說不能黑白配　世界上沒有什麼事　能夠如此的絕對
曾經有人這樣唱過　白天它不懂夜的黑　你卻懂得我的美

鋼琴　也是黑白鍵一樣的彈出我對你　只有滿滿的感謝
也許黑永遠不明白　在這個彩色的世界　有你我才會存在

2010-01-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

focus felicia ee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

just a random urge to note this down.
helped jiayan smsed the pri sch crowd today to arr potluck.
within 10 mins aft i smsed, most ppl replied.
and every sms sent, replies almost instantly.
and by the 3rd sms to everyone(within half an hour or so), day, venue, event confirmed(:

now i get wad seiyee meant:
these ppl are just so different(:

2010-01-01T02:34:00.004+08:00

happy 2010!

imba day(x thank u u ppl! from bfast, walk, stone, lunch.

and hoetzen and chek esp for imba k session. (: to both of u, xiexieni! guess u noe why tho diff reasons!:P

2009-12-31T00:14:00.002+08:00

end of year post!

yezhen - mocha. most important thing, im so damn glad we arent strangers at the end of this one year, but instead imba ppl who hav bfast tgt everyday. its not easy bah, andd really, thanks for everything.

jasmine and winnie - xiexie you guys for being there man for the entire trip, and aft and before and wdv. reallyreally nice to hav ppl one can tok to easily in class. esp jasmine, for being thr everytime i nid to tok/crap/lame or wdv. love you guys(:

meow and penguin - imba oldddddddddddddddd seniors. u two, have to say, i really appreciate the effort to keep in touch, go out, concerned and so on. u two are imba ppl man. sorry for all the unhappiness/dragginess blahblahblah now and then all these whiles, and for bearing with me, xiexienimen.

chek and hoetzen - (like we were just saying, when there's too much to say, the shorter it is, the more meaning it might carry.) so, thank you for being there for me through every single thing.

probably a lot more i shud mention, but well, like chek says, some things are meant to be kept in the <3.

2009-12-31T00:13:00.001+08:00

i realised, time flies. its like the end of the year soon before we even know it. one whole year, in jc, in a new class, new friends, new groups of people, new things. huangcheng sounds, bahchormee, accendo ot, vms, vm^2s, 09A12. and 6e'04. like yinkuan always say at the end of a year: it's time for an eoy reflection! this year, i shall be earlier than yinkuan(: though i will end up adding on stuffs at the really eoy eoy i tinkk:p

09A12 - new class, new ppl. true that a12 is full of 408 ppl, 407 ppl but well, still a rather new experience i guess this year thus far. jasmine, someone whom i wasnt close to or wdv in ny till later half of sec 4 i guess, now its like so very different. thanks a lot si~^^! cynthia, so hard to talk to her at the start of the year, was totalli like super super require effort kind. but luckily we perservered at kajiaoing her:D and the rest of the class, esp shenyang etc ppl, are all imba wonderful ppl(: like how we managed to remain :D and help each other through promos, mug tgt, do crazy stuffs tgt, be the class who refuses to turn up for pe, do mad things like walk into nyny without money etcetc. like senior like junior. 08a12, 09a12, imba classes(: maybe not close, but all unique individuals who make up a smashing class!

huangcheng - was looking through my diary, recall at the start, when we were all so damn slack and sianned of huangcheng, when it just seemed a redundant waste of time. till we started gearing up, staying back till 8, 9, 10, 11pm each day for rehearsals, finding music, doing huangcheng, living huangcheng. from stoning, to pailians, to zongcais, to bump ins, to the actual days. radios, cds, track 1, track 2, track 3, props, actors, costumes, ppl, cues, dog, control room, projection room, vt, basement, stage, audience. random bits of memories that probably dun make any sense to many, but lots to those who were part of it. next year, i'll just be watching.. jiayou ppl!

accendo '09 - so much posted already. nothing to say except i really loved the whole experience bah. and of cos the imba ppl in it, with all that crazy impromptu stuffs(: the most memorable thing of the year i'd say. <333

just so that i'd be faster than chekyinkuan, shall post the events one first! ppl coming up!:D